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我也很想她....

那时我们总有好多话

什么事都可以讲

我的爱情比你早

却一直放在心上

后来你们之间的变化

我不想再多说话

经过了相遇挣扎

我还是无法将她放下

那是多久后的事了

有一天你突然问我

在那个时候是否也爱着她

我也很想她我们都一样

在她的身上曾找到翅膀

只是那时的她

是因为你她开始飞翔

我也很想她在某个地方

我少了尴尬你少了肩膀

而夏天还是那么短

思念却很长

还记得那年我们三人许下的愿望

星星骗了我们我们却因此上了一课

成长必修的学分

我们都一样

mIss yOU.

I can't sleep,

I just can't breathe,

when your shadow is all over me, baby.

Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,

'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart,

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you...

What would it take for you to see?

To make you understand,

that I'll always believe (always believe)

You and I can make it through,

And I still know I can't get over you.

'Cause when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart (see us apart)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

oh, baby I miss you, I do...

'Cause when our love always fades away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no, see us apart)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you, I miss you, I do...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do (the way that I do)

I just wanna be (just wanna be) right here with you (right here with you)

I don't wanna see (don't wanna see) see us apart (see us apart, oh, baby)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

oh baby I miss you, I do...

The DaY u went AWAY.

Well I wonder,
Could it be?
When i was thinking bout you
but you were gone without saying a word
Call me crazy,
Call me blind,
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Well hey, so much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The Day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember - date and time
September 22nd Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway
With your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on my faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again, i know
I guess i really really know

Well hey, so much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The Day you went away
The Day you went away

Did i loose my love to someone better
And does she love you like i do, i do
You know i really really do

Well hey, so much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could i carry on
The day you went away
Cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The Day you went away...

GirL In Ur DreaM..

I was walking down the street one day

Then I saw you I didn't know what to say
You're eyes were shining
You're smile was so kind
When I saw you I wanted you to be mine

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the one in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

One day you came and talked to me
And you said we are meant to be
I was happy, everything was so nice
But then I found out that everything was a lie

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the one in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

How could you do this to me
You said we are meant to be
You showed me how to cry
When you told me everything was a lie

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the one in your dreams
But I can show you what love means...

aGaIn.

Start all over again ...

Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes me wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

mixed feelings.

i really dunno y , wat went through my mind when i did those things to u ....

Bukit Bendera....

28.07.09 Tuesday 11.27pm

Last Sunday my friends n i went to Bukit Bendera... 1st time.... we hiked from kaki bukit to atas bukit... about 5 km .... walao.... we used jungle road and at the middle of hiking we use tar road.... so so so so penat..... when we hiked bout half way , we feel lyk giving up... but with great determination atlast we reached our destination .....yes!!!!..... These are our pics snapped during our journey from ferry to atas Bukit Bendera...


Shun's yang car.......


Happy face....
Tuan tuan dan puan puan inilah poser poser terkenal USM engineering campus.....



You jump i jump........ so gay hor.....


U think this tangga is ur ah kong one a.... hehe :p


wats tat?


1/4 out of 5km.... exausted liao...

so cute lor my face..... kawaee des....


yeah...... so innocent tis guy......
whos feet is this?


After 2.5km journey, Cath still energetic... biasa la.... East malaysia kan banyak gunung ganang... tis one just like cutting cabbage....( chiet cai )


Tis one is shun yang... our ' tau yu ' ...


Tis one siapa a? clement lo.. memang lemah badannya.... kidding nia... dun angry..


Makan roti pun nak berpose pose...... haiz... bazir masa study kat usm..... jadi model lebih baik....


U ingat u the rock ka? mana sama? shh shh and enng enng sama la....... hehe...


wow.... yang ni also hebat berpose..... dasyat tu.....


innocentnya budak ni..... tak boleh tahan.....


ehh ehh.... jangan litter k?


Our check point... 2.5 km from kaki bukit.....


Exausted liao.... nampak tak sign 3o degree tu... steep tau~~~~........


Having sweet corn be4 return bek to kaki bukit...


ini apa? peta la.... Bukit Bendera....



Baju green tu memang poser.... aiks... speechless...... potong stim je......


Trem......




Kawaiinya mereka ni......







Tut tut train!!!!


lol.... masih kecil ka ......


I think u need a new bag after this..... hahahaha...





Future contractor USM.....

So sad face...... ( jagung n tai ka cheh )..... happy face ( wei bing n ah theng ) ... directionless
( clement chin )......


Haha..... thats all.... very tired n muscle pain.... but overall veli fun leh.......

No need subject title larh....

26.07.09 Sunday 01.46am

Today waked up at 12.30pm ... but i'm the earliest among my roommates... hehe...

Makan lunch at lemabaran n met ah Diong and Xiao Ting( civil 1st year junior ).... xiao ting said wanna change course(achitecture) ... she dunno wat can a civil engineer do after graduate from uni.... but the pelik is she didnt noe that the priority in selecting courses in usm....
Suppose she put the most favorite subject as 1st choice instead of civil... she said nobody told her before.... ( i tot every school teacher will expose them on selecting uni courses during their form 6) .. veli hehlan hor ... haha...... later at evening tai ka cheh ajaked play volleyball .... wow..... 4 days consecutively ... veli exhausted d ..... 2molo sommore going mount hiking( bukit bendera) in Penang.... tat one sure lagi tired.... haha... but i think tat will be a great experience .... wait ba 2molo i blog ....

8.30pm got junior orientation again... tis till monday ....

2day they asked to build building... funny funny shape they did.... hahaha... since the marks given for the height n creativity, they build the building veli high high lo.... hahaaha ... but they din consider the stability... i still remember a few of them... one is the basement area veli small( sure collapse d)... but the thing is, still can get number 2 wor..... pelik kan??? hahaha... and the other one is the lif is larger than the width of the building... lol..... haha... Macam Macam Aaada ~~~~........ Jagung team won again in this game... they collected 60 marks after d 2nd game... still got 4 or 5 games to go.. others group need to "basha" (fighting) ooo....... but i went back be4 they finish the orientation since 2molo(sunday) need to wake up early ......

I washed my bicycle and pumped it 2day.... so syok... at last i can cycle it d...

but i veli stupid lo... i cycled to complex sukan but later i walked back n din realise tat i left my bicycle at there... haiz... so pelupa big butt hock ni..... +.+... so sleepy d.... k la... wanna oink oink d... chao 1st...........

1st year civil orientation

25.07.09 saturday 12.16 am

    Just bek from junior's orientation... veli enjoy during that time... got chances to communicate wif junior... they made sadwiches using roti (gardeniaa....) , onions, cucumbers n sardins....my adik did one slice for me.. not bad.... ( mai hiam beh pai , ai hiam also ber pai la ) hahahaha........ i heard from other fesis said that alot of 4 flatttt wer~~~~...... minimum also 3.33 le...... :-o     

     Aiks... later need to do lab report .. dunno wat time can sleep tonight.... hhmm..... dunno why my heart got feel of loneliness....feel lyk something i'm worrying of... cant explain it.. dunno why.... hhmm..... dunno whether because of not enough sleep or something else..... haih........

Bz + tired life in USM

24.07.09 friday 8.10 pm

    3rd week in USM... alot of stuffs to do... evry thursday have geomatic from 7.30am till 1.00 pm.... pray for cloudy weather every thursday.... if not my mom will be very surprise when i return home..... haha .. just finished my volleyball game with my coursemates... 1.00pm badminton n 6.00pm volleyball.... haha... hm......

    Lab report not yet settle and still alot of stuffs to go... haiz.... tis sem is damn kao bz... every week got lab n each report have to finish by a week...later going junior's orientation civil school... very tired but have to go .... haha....  wanna go take bath 1st...chaoz....... 

   

1st day of schooling....

08.07.09 wednesday 02.26pm

After almost 2 months of semester break, i'm bek to usm with grieve feeling...

Leaving bek my family and return to a boring life in usm makes me miss my hometown

but atleast here i have more freedom than hometown. kekeke.........

Dunno y there's a feeling of fear when returning to usm.... Maybe it's curiosity to meet 1st year . 

haha..... there's lot of renovation have been done in every school. The wall have been painted, the toilet door d been replaced. (civil school) 

Buildings under construction everyway inside usm area - new exam hall, new hanger n others..... there's nothing much in 1st day of class... just attend n the lectures told us bout the teaching plan for the whole 1st sem n i went to pusat bahasa to apply for my lsp300 since i failed to register on online .... ( late apply)   X-P 

Meet bek my lankoo-er friends that i miss during my sem break. happy? grateful? excited? ridiculous? ..... hahaha... all also got.... kekekke....all of us still the same as earlier as we entered usm ( crabbing all day and walk go outside during our lunch time...) 

Two new students from diploma entered our course.. 1 stand n 1 sit....  the sit one we call her        ' jagung ' .  Jagung beated all the other fruits and vegetables ... looks friendly from the 1st look. but i heard both of them waiting result from utm johor... if utm accepted their application they will shift to utm.... huh..... watever is it, i hope they will stay ....

 

21st birthday countdown......

24.06.09 3.23 am Wednesday

last few days my cousins celebrated my 21st birthday at ktv....

say cheese everybody.....
from top left ( sin , yong , jessie , alicia and my bro ).
from bottom left ( ping , me and joey).


me n joey.

from the left ( sin , yong , me n joey ).

from the left ( alicia , me and jessie ) .

yummmmmm........ seh..........................

all high high d.... haha....

from the left ( ping , sin , me , yong and my bro )

me n my bro.

me and alicia.

me and jessie.

_________________happy face.... hahaha...._______

my birthday cake....

thanks to all my cousins for celebrating my birthday....

i really appreciate it.... love u guys.......